Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Army unit working to get blind Iraqi girl eye treatment



“We’ve taken a real vested interest in the people here,” Kendrick said. “We empathize with the people.


Army unit working to get blind Iraqi girl eye treatment
Stars and Stripes
Mideast edition, Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Soldiers from the 1st Battalion, 30th Infantry Regiment are working to help a young girl in Iraq go beyond having a mental picture of her father to actually seeing him with her eyes.

Noor Taha Najee has been blind since birth, the result of a condition caused by poorly developed corneas. Though the condition can be corrected with surgery, the procedure isn’t available to the family, which lives near Kalsu, south of Baghdad.

The soldiers are working with a nongovernmental organization in Los Angeles to have the surgery done. “We’re on standby now, waiting for a doctor in L.A.,” said 1st Lt. Michael Kendrick, platoon leader of 2nd Platoon, Company D.
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Climbing up on my soapbox to get a better view. There are always these very heart warming stories of what some of the men and women serving in Iraq and Afghanistan are trying to do. We see so much of the horrifying images of the wounds they suffer from yet very little of what they have to go through. We see how human these warriors are in stories like this.

They want to help. They didn't go there to kill Iraqis. They were told they were going there to free them from Saddam and find the WMD they were told were meant for us back here at home. That's what they cared about. Ever since the day Iraq was taken, they have been serving and dying and so have the people of Iraq. We still don't know why that was. Still the notion of going in for a good cause is what they had in mind. They still want to hang onto that. They still want to do some good there but they have nothing to do the good with. They can do great and wonderful things here and there, they can try to rebuild what gets blown up and they can try to make peace in a nation that every expert knew would fall apart the way it did. We can argue all we want about what supporting them really means but you would have to be a fool to believe they had any evil intent going there.

We need to see them as humans, fathers and mothers, sons and daughters, as much as possible if we are ever going to understand them when they come home and suffer wounds for their service. I get about as angry as anyone about all of this but it gets me even more upset to know when they come home wounded, there isn't enough room for all of them to be taken care of. I see them as humans, courageous humans born with the tendency to be heroic already in them. I see them as noble but within that they are still humans asked to do the abnormal. We send them into this kind of life altering experiences and then we are the first ones to complain when they come home changed by them instead of being ready to take care of them. What the hell is wrong with us? We still don't get it. I still haven't heard of any huge mail drop onto the steps of congress demanding we take care of them. I have yet to read a flood of editorials or special report followed by special report on how we don't. Aren't they worth it?

Pentagon gave Tim Ngo, wounded Iraq Vet, 10% solution

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Tim Ngo (center) suffered a serious head injury while serving in Iraq. The military recognizes him as only "10 percent" disabled, which makes him ineligible for continued military health care. Above, Ngo stands with his girlfriend, Ani Cerghizan (left), and his mother, Hong Wyberg.


Health Care
Injured Troops Struggle to Get Health Care
by Joseph Shapiro


“I don't fully think they were prepared for the length of time this war is going to last. They had no idea of how many injuries or the type of injuries that were going to come out of this.”

Hong Wyberg, Mother of Tim Ngo, who sustained a serious head injury in Iraq.

Mark Wilson
Gordon England, deputy secretary of defense, says there is no incentive for the Department of Defense to reduce disability ratings. "We try to treat people fairly and accurately," he said last week. Getty Images




“It's counterintuitive. Why are the number of disability retirees shrinking during wartime?”
Mark Parker, Retired Army Lieutenant Colonel




All Things Considered, April 20, 2007 · When service members are forced to leave the military by war injuries or illness, they face a complex system for getting health and disability benefits. Sometimes, health care gets cut off when new veterans find they need it most. Some retired soldiers and their families say they are worried that the Pentagon won't spend enough money to give the injured the care they deserve.

'10 Percent Disabled'

Tim Ngo almost died in a grenade attack in Iraq. He sustained a serious head injury; surgeons had to cut out part of his skull. At Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington, D.C., he learned to walk and talk again.

When he got back home to Minnesota, he wore a white plastic helmet to protect the thinned-out patches of his skull. People on the street snickered, so Ngo's mother took a black marker and wrote on the helmet: U.S. ARMY, BACK FROM IRAQ. On this much, everyone agrees.

But here is the part that is in dispute: The Army says Tim Ngo is only 10 percent disabled.

"I was hoping I would get at least 50 or 60 or 70 percent," Ngo says. "But they said, 'Yeah, you're only going to get 10 percent'... And I was pretty outraged."

When a service member is retired for medical reasons, the military's disability rating makes a difference. If Ngo had been rated 30 percent disabled or higher, he would have gotten a monthly disability check instead of a small severance check. He also would have stayed in the military's health-care system.

Instead, Ngo enrolled with the Department of Veterans Affairs. Typically, there's a waiting period for the VA.

In October, while he was uninsured, Ngo had a seizure, caused by his war injury. He remembers being outside and blacking out; he fell to the ground on the driveway.

"My girlfriend was freaking out because she didn't know what to do," Ngo says. "She didn't know if I was going to die because I had hit the wrong side of my head."

An ambulance took Ngo to the nearest emergency room for treatment. It cost him $10,000. Ngo says that today, the bills for the incident are still unresolved.

Shrinking Numbers

Since that day, Ngo has gotten health coverage through the VA. Earlier this month, the VA said it would pick up his leftover bills from the emergency room.

The VA has been more generous than the Army all around. It rated Ngo as 100 percent disabled compared with the Army's 10 percent rating.

The VA gives him a monthly disability check, which helps with his finances; his head injury and post-traumatic stress disorder have prevented Ngo from holding on to even a simple job since he returned home.

Ngo's mother, Hong Wyberg, says the Army gives soldiers such as her son low disability ratings to save money.

"I don't fully think they were prepared for the length of time this war is going to last," Wyberg says. "They had no idea of how many injuries or the type of injuries that were going to come out of this."

Michael Parker retired from the Army in October, and he thinks Wyberg's suspicion is correct.

"The more I looked into it, I realized that this system does not have the soldier's back at all," says Parker.

Parker was a lieutenant colonel when he retired last year. Today, he has a disabling condition similar to rheumatoid arthritis. Parker was able to get the Pentagon's lifelong health coverage for himself and his family; he had been in the military long enough — for at least 20 years.

But Parker saw that a lot of other soldiers weren't as lucky, and it inspired him to become an advocate.

"I started posting questions and concerns and opinions on various blogs," he says, "and it just kind of mushroomed from there."

Parker started digging through Pentagon data, and the numbers he found shocked him. He learned that the Pentagon is giving fewer veterans disability benefits today than it was before the Iraq war — despite the fact that thousands of soldiers are leaving the military with serious injuries.

"It went from 102,000 and change in 2001... and now it's down to 89,500," says Parker. "It's counterintuitive. Why are the number of disability retirees shrinking during wartime?"

A 'Cost-Saving Device'?

Retired Army Lt. Gen. James Terry Scott heads a commission, set up by Congress, to study veterans' disability benefits. At a Senate hearing last week, Scott said that his commission had compared the way the Pentagon and the VA rated the same soldiers.

"The Department of Defense records were matched with VA records on 2.6 million veterans receiving disability compensation," Scott said. "Those rated zero, 10 or 20 percent [disabled] by the Department of Defense were rated in the 30 to 100 percent range by VA more than half the time."

In other words, troops often get small disability checks and no military health care when rated by the Pentagon's disability boards. But when they go to a VA board — with the same injuries — they get much more.

Scott said one reason is that the military's ratings determine whether a person is fit for duty, whereas the VA looks at all conditions that create health problems for a veteran. So the VA ends up rating more disabilities per retired service member.

But Scott said another reason may be that the Pentagon wants to keep down its costs.

"It is also apparent that the Department of Defense has a strong incentive to rate less than 30 percent, so that only severance pay is awarded," Scott said.

These numbers yielded some tough questions for Pentagon officials at the Senate hearing, such as Deputy Defense Secretary Gordon England.

"How do you respond to [the] assertion [that] the Department of Defense reduces disability ratings as a cost-savings device?" asked Sen. James Inhofe (R-OK).

"I can tell you... there's no incentive to do that, senator," England replied. "I mean, maybe that's read into that. But I can tell you, we try to treat people fairly and accurately. And so there's certainly no incentive."

Pentagon officials conceded that the disability system doesn't work as well as it should. They admitted it is too bureaucratic and too often adversarial. They said they would listen to suggestions for change.

Navigating the System

But change in the future will come too late for many soldiers.

April Croft was serving in Afghanistan when she was diagnosed with leukemia. She was treated for a year at Walter Reed. The cancer seemed to go into remission and she was sent home.

"They told her that she was only eligible for a 10 percent rating with the illness of leukemia," says her husband, Mark Croft. "She was livid. She's actually contested that situation about three times already."

The Army never increased its 10 percent rating, but the VA rated her 100 percent disabled.

Croft spoke from his wife's room in a VA hospital in Seattle, where she recently underwent a bone-marrow transplant.

"The VA originally gave her 50 percent and upped it to 100 percent once... she got sicker," Mark Croft explains.

The VA provided the life-saving operation April Croft needed, but the low rating from the Army still mattered: The VA only covers veterans, not their families. It is the military health-care system that will insure an entire family — but only if the vet has a disability rating of 30 percent or more. April Croft has two young children, who are living with their grandparents in California.

Her kids eventually did get military health care — but only recently, after their mother married Mark, who is still in the Army. Mark and April wed in Reno in March. Afterward, he was given leave from the Army. Instead of taking off for a honeymoon, the newlywed couple drove to Seattle and checked into the hospital.

It's the kind of complicated arrangement that many veterans must make to navigate the military's complicated disability system.


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You need to read the rest of his story and how things change in families. It isn't easy on them to recover and it sure isn't easy on the family.

Houston prepares for flood of PTSD and TBI veterans

March 30, 2008, 11:30PM
A healthier homecoming
Houston needs to prepare for flood of veterans with mental and brain disabilities


Copyright 2008 Houston Chronicle


The converted Holiday Inn at 4640 Main Street is packed, but fulfilling its purpose. The nonprofit facility now houses 280 veterans with head injuries, mental illness or other combat-related wounds.

The only hitch: Most are Vietnam veterans. Houston so far has barely glimpsed the psychological harm suffered by thousands of soldiers soon to come home from Afghanistan and Iraq.

It's a certainty, though, that they will need services far beyond what Houston currently can give.

"We're basically busting at the seams, to tell you the truth, " said Tom Mitchell, director of the Main Street facility. "And it may be three, or four, or five years before (new) veterans start hitting the streets" because post-traumatic stress disorder or traumatic brain injuries unglued their lives.

In some ways, these newer veterans will benefit from lessons of the Vietnam War and, more recently, scandalous mistreatment at Walter Reed Army Medical Center.

Doctors today are more familiar with PTSD. Its symptoms include anxiety, insomnia, substance abuse and depression. And the Walter Reed revelations goaded Congress into studying veterans' physical and psychological needs and better coordinating the Veterans Administration and Defense Department so wounded veterans can get treatment more easily.

Even so, both national and local mental health experts say programs aren't in place to handle the flood of homecoming soldiers who will be suffering PTSD and traumatic brain injury. It's estimated that 17 percent to 30 percent of soldiers will come home with PTSD alone.

Harris County, with its gross deficit in mental health care services for civilians, could be particularly hard hit. Already, about 70 percent of Houston's 10,000 homeless people suffer serious mental illness. Some 30 percent of those homeless are veterans, mostly from Vietnam.

The returning soldiers from Iraq and Afghanistan could have even more severe problems. The new phenomenon of repeated, prolonged combat — two, three, even four tours of duty — intensifies traumatic stress disorders.

Houston will see a large number of these patients. One in 11 soldiers who are wounded in Iraq and Afghanistan is a Texan. And 25 percent of the state population is from the Houston-Galveston area.
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Phishing scam turns out to be an inside Army job

Phishing scam turns out to be an inside job

By Karen Jowers - Staff writer
Posted : Tuesday Apr 1, 2008 13:31:21 EDT

An Army “phishing” test backfired the day before April Fool’s Day after an Army command was discovered phishing amongst its own.

The Army Family and Morale, Welfare and Recreation Command issued a press release at 4:12 p.m. Monday warning about a phishing e-mail scam.

The e-mail, which sported the Army’s official MWR logo, appeared to be an attempt to obtain personal information from soldiers by offering promises of free or discounted tickets to theme parks and attractions.

The press release said the Family and MWR Command was trying to find the owners of the Web site and the host of the domain.

Less than an hour later, the command issued another statement saying the phishers had been found — the Army’s own Network Enterprise Technology Command.

That command had notified MWR officials that it had been conducting a test of how soldiers respond to phishing scams — without letting anyone in the MWR command know about it.

Army MWR officials sent out a retraction 54 minutes after their phishing warning went out, saying they were “furious” that such a test had been conducted, using the MWR logo, without their knowledge or consent, and apologizing “for any inconvenience this might have caused.”

The phishing scam e-mail listed a Web link with an online registration form asking for a name, e-mail address, phone, city, state and ZIP code. The e-mail apparently went out across the service to soldiers’ Army e-mail accounts and to MWR professionals.

“I don’t think they were doing anything malicious,” said Laurie Pugh, spokeswoman for the Army Family and MWR Command. “They were just testing the system to protect our soldiers. We wish we had known in advance. But we know our system worked. We got the word out quickly.”
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Richard Hernandez, Marine, Vietnam Vet just wanted to sleep

Vietnam vet looks back to battlefields

BY JAMES GILBERT
SUN STAFF WRITER



Some veterans who served in Vietnam wanted to put the war behind them as soon as they returned home from the fighting.

That's what Foothills resident Richard Hernandez, who served in the U.S. Marine Corps, said he did for nearly four decades.

But in the course of getting records to document his claim for greater disability benefits, he decided he wanted to know more about how his actions on the battlefield fit into the bigger picture of that war.

"I wanted to know what all I did while I was there. It was important to me," Hernandez said of the armed conflict he experienced. "It was a lot of muscle, sweat and blood. But you got used to it after awhile."

Hernandez, 59, grew up in Gonzalez, Calif., and joined the U.S. Marine Corps on March 6, 1968, at the age of 18. He did so, he said, so he could be more like his older brother, who had already enlisted and was wounded while serving in Vietnam.
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He went to the VA so that he could sleep. That's all he wanted. Imagine a lifetime of service, deaing with PTSD and that's all he wanted!

Wales:PTSD, TBI, AWOL trooper charged and discharged

Wales
Trooper Craig diagnosed with post-traumatic strees
Mar 31 2008 by Hywel Trewyn, Daily Post

TROOPER Craig Roberts was already suffering from the stresses of war before the bomb exploded.

He had first gone to Iraq with the First Queen’s Dragoon Guards in April 2006.

In September of that year, after serving five months, he went home on leave to Porthmadog.

He became distressed and begged his mum to help him – saying he did not want to go back.

Wendy called Army welfare officers who promised Craig would be assessed in the battalion’s base in Germany. In fact, he was flown back to Iraq.

A fortnight later, Craig was serving as a gunner on an armoured vehicle when the roadside bomb went off.

After treatment at a Birmingham hospital, Craig was advised to go to Hedley Court, London, which specialises in head injuries, but was never referred there by his regiment.

Instead he returned to Porthmadog where he developed behavioural problems and his heavy drinking landed him in trouble with the police.

He smashed up his mum’s home, including every photograph of himself in Iraq, and was verbally abusive towards his family.

Wendy said: “He couldn’t cope with what he’d gone through. He was virtually dumped in Porthmadog by the Army and didn’t get the help he needed.”

After drinking continuously for days Craig ended up owing over £1,000 in fines mainly for being drunk and disorderly.

Last year, while on leave, a local doctor who had cared for Craig after his accident in Iraq wrote him a sick note covering him until March 5 which was faxed through to his regiment but the Army refused to recognise it.

Craig was arrested for being Awol on March 3, 2007 and was escorted on to a plane at Manchester airport.

In Germany Craig had his Awol hearing and was sentenced to eight days jail and an administrative discharge.

The day after he had an appointment regarding his head injuries and his right for compensation.

Last year an Ysbyty Gwynedd psychiatrist found Craig had post traumatic stress disorder.
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Does any nation get this right? Is any nation able to learn what justice is when it comes to those who serve their nation? They take a human, send them into the abnormal traumatic world of combat and then expect them to come away the same way they went in. Shame! Shame on them and shame on all the nations allowing this kind of treatment to those who serve in the military. For heaven's sake, they have history books a lot older than the US does. Do they ever read them? Do they ever read the stories of wars and what it did to the people who fought them?

War Veterans face ongoing battle with PTSD


Anthony Torres, 26, a Marine who served tours of duty in Iraq and in Africa, says coming home was more difficult than he expected.




Appearing weak or ill is an image Iraq veteran Rick Brannan combats every day. Brannan, 55, was deployed with a Navy customs team to Operation Iraqi Freedom in June of 2005. There he provided armed escorts to troops headed home. Brannan also was assigned the task of inspecting coffins for contraband, a memory that still grieves him.


SPECIAL REPORT: The front lines shift ... Military veterans face varying battles
Alysa Landry The Daily Times
Article Launched: 03/31/2008 12:00:00 AM MDT
Editor's note: Today's story is the second of a three-part series that began Sunday and ends Tuesday.

FARMINGTON — Anthony Torres was looking forward to life as a civilian. The 26-year-old Marine spent seven months atop a Humvee manning an anti-tank missile in wartorn Iraq, and he was anxious to be home.

When he returned, however, he found a life so chaotic it rivaled his experiences overseas. Torres served in a security convoy during the 2004 U.S. assault on Fallujah, and he relives some of that terror every day.

A smell, a sound or a simple argument can send Torres back to Iraq.

"During my third week of the assault, the engineers assigned to clean up all the dead people hadn't come through yet," he said. "I remember that smell. It's like barbecuing with diesel."

A similar odor permeates the local oil fields, Torres said, and a whiff of that rewinds the clock.

"It sets me off and brings back memories," he said. "I have to logically figure out what's causing the smell and bring myself back to reality.



Coming Tuesday: The search for solutions.
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PTSD: Symptoms are varied, complex
By Alysa Landry The Daily Times
Article Launched: 04/01/2008 12:00:00 AM MDT


Flashbacks, nightmares and exaggerated startle responses all are typical symptoms of Posttraumatic Stress Disorder, but the condition is more complex.
Seventeen symptoms are used to diagnose the disorder, and a person must meet the minimum criteria for a positive diagnosis. The following are guidelines to understand the disorder. Only a trained psychologist can make a diagnosis.

Source: Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders.

The person must have been exposed to a traumatic event in which both of the following were present:


Actual or threatened death, serious injury, or threat to physical integrity.

Response to the event involved intense fear, helplessness or horror.
The traumatic event is re-experienced persistently in at least one of the following ways:


Recurrent and intrusive thoughts about the event.

Recurrent distressing dreams of the event.

Flashbacks or hallucinations.

Intense distress at exposure to triggers that symbolize the event.


Physiological reactivity to triggers, such as pounding heart or sweaty palms.

The person must persistently avoid stimuli associated with trauma in at least three of the following ways:


Avoiding thoughts, feelings or conversations about the event.

Avoiding activities, people or places that remind a person about the event.

Inability to recall an important aspect of the event.

Diminished interest or participation in significant activities.

Feeling of detachment or estrangement from others.

Restricted range of emotions.

Sense of foreshortened future, such as loss of expectation of having a career, marriage, children or normal life span.

The person must experience persistent symptoms of arousal in at least two of the following ways:


Difficulty falling or staying asleep.

Irritability or outbursts of anger.

Difficulty concentrating.

Hyper-vigilance.

Exaggerated startle response.

Symptoms must last for at least one month.


Disturbance causes significant distress or impairment in social, occupational or other important areas of functioning.
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Chaplain gives vital support to returning veterans


For God and Country


Once soldiers and their families accept that the feelings, flashbacks and emotions are normal, healing and recovery can begin. "There are some soldiers that will need some extra help, and my advice is to get help early rather than later," Gibson said. It is so important, he said, to put the problem in perspective. "People forget that after World War II, we had 800,000 psychological casualties."


Chaplain gives vital support to returning veterans
By Sharon Kiley Mack
Saturday, March 15, 2008 - Bangor Daily News


PITTSFIELD, Maine - Andrew Gibson sits comfortably in his Army National Guard fatigues, every inch a soldier from the leather boots to the black beret and the short haircut.

But the patch on his desert-tan shirt gives away his special mission: chaplain.

In his role as the full-time support chaplain for the Maine Guard, Gibson has a unique perspective. Not only is he the father of an Iraq war veteran, he has served in Afghanistan and Bosnia himself. He has tended to young men killed or wounded by explosives, mourned soldiers who committed suicide, dealt with personal flashbacks, disorientation and the often difficult event of coming home. He has assisted with death notifications to Maine families.

Using those experiences as tools, Gibson is now responsible for reintegrating Maine’s soldiers and their families after service in Iraq. "I help them learn and accept the new normal," he said.

When asked what returning soldiers need the most, his answer is quick and precise: time.

"Time is the great and immediate need," he said. "Folks are anxious to get on with their life. We often throw parties [for returning soldiers], and this can be very disquieting to have a lot of people come up and hug and kiss you. You are so tired. It’s not uncommon for soldiers to come home and sleep for days."

Gibson recalled an incident about 10 days after he returned from service in Afghanistan when he awoke in his Pittsfield home, in his own bed, and struggled to remember where he was.

Soldiers can feel very detached and aloof and expend a lot of energy just trying to care, he said. They might have a heightened or inappropriate startle reflex. They can suffer from nightmares.

Gibson said the soldiers have spent a year carrying a weapon that saved them, wearing body armor that protected them and a uniform that allowed them to recognize comrade from foe.
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There are times when I do not want to call myself a Veteran's Chaplain. After 25 years of dedicating my life toward caring for them, nothing I have done or ever will do, will come close to being one of them. I will always be on the outside looking in. I never held a rifle or had to witness a friend die in combat. I have never had to question God's judgment after seeing what combat can do to other humans. I am here to help those who go and those they come home to. It's the best I can offer, and humbly do. Andrew Gibson is one of the reasons I do not feel as if I come close to deserving to call myself a Veteran's Chaplain. I am not a veteran. I am just a Chaplain taking care of veterans. My husband is the veteran I cared for first. It's because of him I do what I do and because of him, I love all of them.

Phil Donahue, Body Of War

Phil Donahue unveils documentary on wounded GI
Film follows path of a ‘warrior turned anti-warrior,’ says ex-talk show host
By Mike Celizic
TODAYShow.com contributor
updated 39 minutes ago
In 2004, Phil Donahue stopped to visit his old friend Ralph Nader on a visit to Washington, D.C. Nader asked the talk show legend to come along on a visit to a wounded soldier in Walter Reed Hospital. So moved was Donahue by his meeting with Tomas Young, he decided to film a documentary about the young man’s journey from warrior to paralyzed veteran to spokesman and activist against America’s presence in Iraq.

Four years later, the film, “Body of War,” is debuting to reviews that make liberal use of such adjectives as “powerful,” “riveting,” “unforgettable” and “wrenching.” Richard Corliss of Time magazine called it, “A superb documentary ... almost unbearably moving.”

“The first time I saw him will be with me forever — paralyzed from the chest down — he had that morphine look, droopy eyed, sallow, sunken, lifeless,” Donahue writes in the director’s notes to his movie. “Body of War is a film provoked by my own questions as I stood on my functional legs at his bedside.”
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The search for combat trauma solutions

SPECIAL REPORT: The search for combat trauma solutions
By Alysa Landry The Daily Times
Article Launched: 04/01/2008 12:00:00 AM MDT


Editor's note: Today's story is the final report in a three-part series.


FARMINGTON — The roar of machine guns echoing in the jungles of Vietnam was silent for more than 30 years before Dennis Vaughn stopped hearing it.

The Vietnam veteran was suffering from the symptoms of Posttraumatic Stress Disorder, but he didn't know it.

"We just thought that's the way life was," he said. "For 30-plus years, that's just the way it was."

Vaughn, 60, joined the Army in 1968 and spent nine months in Vietnam behind an M-60 machine gun.

Thirty years and three marriages later, Vaughn came face to face with reality — in the form of a make-believe village. He was on his honeymoon in Disney World with his third wife, waiting in line for a safari ride.

The line went through a little bamboo forest and passed a miniature Montagnard village, just like the villages Vaughn had seen in Vietnam.

"Disney doesn't do anything halfway, so this was perfect," he said. "I was hyper-alert, looking for snipers, watching for ambush situations. My wife turned around and said, Are you all right?' She recognized right away that there was something wrong, and for the first time in over 30 years, I had to admit that I wasn't all right."

Vaughn was diagnosed with Posttraumatic Stress Disorder in 2001, more than three decades after his military service ended.

"I can look back on the 30 years and pick up incidents almost on a daily basis," he said. "And that's a lot of days."

Vaughn's symptoms included nightmares, a sense of hyper-vigilance and difficulty with interpersonal relationships. He's one of about 25 million United States veterans to be diagnosed with combat PTSD. He's also one of a growing number of people to seek help for the condition that affects as many as 40 percent of combat veterans.

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When my husband's claim with the VA was finally approved, I called to book a vacation to Disney. We hadn't been on a family vacation since we got married and I hadn't been to Disney in about 20 years. Our daughter was 11. I thought it would be a perfect way to get us all to reconnect again. I was right and we had a fantastic time. Jack's medication had him calm and enjoying himself. We had taken our niece as a companion so that she could stay in the same room with our daughter because Jack didn't sleep all night and often, there were nightmares.

Because we didn't include Sea World and Universal Studios in on the trip, we promised them we would take them back the following year.

The next summer, Jack was very different. He was sad most of the time and very jumpy. We would go to the parks and want to go back on some of the rides he really liked, but he waited outside while we went on the ride. I couldn't figure it out. I didn't understand what was so different about that trip that he was acting as if he didn't want to be with us at all. We ended up arguing a lot. By the time we got back to Massachusetts, I called his doctor. There was something not right about him. We went to the see the triage nurse. It was then that I discovered what was wrong. He stopped taking one of his medications. While I had passed off his behavior before hand as nervousness about flying again, it was the fact he was not taking his medication.

I was furious! It was the last time he tried to pull a stunt like that. Medication is necessary along with talk therapy. When they are on medication, at least when the medication has them stable once they find the right combination, nerves are calmed. They help but they are not a miracle. He still has dark days when we will go to the parks and I can feel him jump while holding his hand. One of the agreements we had when we moved to Florida was that we would have one day a week just for us. Friday is our play day unless something special comes up during the week and we have to switch days. At least once a week we get out together to just enjoy life. Most of the time money is tight but we usually use our tax refund to buy the season passes. It is part of our therapy as a couple.

He needs it because of PTSD and I need it because he has PTSD. I also need it because spending at least 12 hours a day doing this, I need to be reminded that there is a another side of life and feel "normal" again. (Actually it's more like being a 12 year old again.) It is very important that the couple living with PTSD spend time together, even if it's just going for a walk or out to dinner. Movies are usually not a good thing for a PTSD veteran. They don't like being in the dark with a bunch of strangers for a couple of hours. The most they can tolerate is a few minute on a ride because it's moving and it's over fast. In restaurants they don't like to be seated in the middle of the room and they usually need to sit in a booth. When you walk in, you will see their eyes searching for a safe place to sit. Chivalry needs to be forgotten in this situation because we have to let them pick the safest seat for them and let them sit first. Otherwise we are talking to them and they are not paying attention at all because they are too busy being on guard. Plus when we are sitting in the wrong place, my husband usually will snap at the waiter instead of being nice.

You learn what to avoid and what works as time goes on. The key is to make sure they are getting the help they need and you have to be totally committed to paying attention and remembering, they have PTSD and you have to live with it. Adapt and understand. It will help your marriage survive and help them live a better life.

SAVE Program targets veteran suicides

Program targets veteran suicides
Fledgling prevention effort relies on shared experience
By Anna Badkhen
Globe Staff / March 31, 2008
He knew exactly what it was like, Kevin Lambert told the Iraq war veteran at a Dunkin' Donuts shop north of Boston: the insomnia, the bouts of depression, the hyper-vigilance that makes you imagine roadside bombs hidden in street garbage. Like the veteran, Lambert was 24, had served in Iraq, and had been diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder.

"I know how you feel," Lambert said. He listened attentively to the veteran's story before telling him where he could find counseling.

With suicide rates on the rise among military personnel, Massachusetts last month launched a one-of-a-kind program to prevent suicide among veterans of wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. The program's seven members -a woman whose husband has served in Afghanistan, five young combat veterans, including Lambert, and a mental health expert - say their personal experience helps them reach out to veterans who are considering suicide or who simply need help navigating the complicated and often confusing system of veterans' benefits and services.

"Being in combat and then trying to readjust to the civilian life - it's not easy. No one understands that because they haven't been there," said Lambert, who was deployed with the Army to Mosul and Baghdad in 2005 and 2006. "But we've been there. We can relate."

Members of the program, which is run by the Department of Veterans Services, funded by the Department of Public Health, and known by its acronym, SAVE, hope that their approach will help veterans overcome the sense of alienation and frustration that, combined with mental trauma incurred during combat, can lead to suicide. They meet with veterans, take them out for meals, refer them to counselors and job fairs, escort them to agencies that provide services and benefits to veterans, and explain to their relatives why veterans often appear depressed or restless.
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Monday, March 31, 2008

Vietnam Veteran Bill Landreth Point Man

Since 1984, when Seattle Police Officer and Vietnam Veteran Bill Landreth noticed he was arresting the same people each night, he discovered most were Vietnam vets like himself that just never seemed to have quite made it home. He began to meet with them in coffee shops and on a regular basis for fellowship and prayer. Soon, Point Man Ministries was conceived and became a staple of the Seattle area. Bills untimely death soon after put the future of Point Man in jeopardy.

However, Chuck Dean, publisher of a Veterans self help newspaper, Reveille, had a vision for the ministry and developed it into a system of small groups across the USA for the purpose of mutual support and fellowship. These groups are known as Outposts. Worldwide there are hundreds of Outposts and Homefront groups serving the families of veterans.

PMIM is run by veterans from all conflicts, nationalities and backgrounds. Although, the primary focus of Point Man has always been to offer spiritual healing from PTSD, Point Man today is involved in group meetings, publishing, hospital visits, conferences, supplying speakers for churches and veteran groups, welcome home projects and community support. Just about any where there are Vets there is a Point Man presence. All services offered by Point Man are free of charge.

Hotline: 1-800-877-VETS (8387)
Point Man Intl. Ministries
Po Box 267
Spring Brook, NY 14140
E -mail: dana@pmim.org

HQ Phone:1-716-675-5552

Point Man Intl. Ministries is a 501(c) 3 non-profit organization




It isn't about who got a parade! When I came home from Vietnam, my cousin, a WWII Vet invited me to a VFW meeting and I was all but ignored because I was not in a "real" war and so how could I have any kind of problem? All these guys stuck to each other like glue and pretty much ignored the "new" Vets. And you all remember how it felt. I see the same "new guys" 35 years later with the same baloney coming out of their mouths. How in the world can you say you support the troops and then ignore them when they get home?

Seems to me that no matter how many are killed, the survivors have an obligation to each other and to our posterity to insure the "new guys" don't go through the same stuff our dads, grandfathers and ourselves had to endure...

So to all you "NEW GUYS", Welcome Home. Thank you for a job well done. Your sacrifice is deeply appreciated here. We support you regardless of when or where you served; we understand what you've been through and what you're dealing with now. Continue through the site and get connected!
Dana Morgan (President of PMIM)



Homefront groups are lead by Christian mothers, wives and friends of both active duty military and veterans. They provide an understanding ear and caring heart that only those left behind at home can understand. They have experienced the stress of dealing with deployments and the effects of a loved one returning home from war. If you have someone you love deployed or having issues readjusting since coming home get connected with a local group or contact HQ for assistance.



Man admits killing Staff Sgt. Adam Sheda, Iraq Vet

Man admits killing Iraq war vet

The Associated Press
Posted : Monday Mar 31, 2008 20:19:53 EDT

DULUTH, Minn. — A 26-year-old Duluth man has pleaded guilty to killing a soldier who had just returned from Iraq.

Luis Mark Hogan admitted Monday that he fought with Iraq war vet Staff Sgt. Adam Sheda last June and used the soldier’s own pistol to shoot him.

Hogan pleaded guilty to unintentional second-degree murder and agreed to serve a 12 1/2-year prison sentence. Sentencing is scheduled for May 19.

Hogan was crying in St. Louis County District Court as he recounted the June night when he killed the 26-year-old Sheda.

According to the criminal complaint, Sheda showed up uninvited in Hogan’s backyard and tried to get into a party; the two began fighting. The complaint says that later on, Sheda pulled a gun that was turned against him.
http://www.armytimes.com/news/2008/03/ap_vetkilled_033008/

PTSD coming to Stardust radio

My Massachusetts accent will be heard live on Wednesday night in case anyone is interested. We'll be discussing PTSD and offering insight as well as support for the families living with it. Most of my readers know our story very well. I tend to get on a soap box about it when I still see it happening to our newer generation of warriors. People tell me I'm passionate about them but they don't know the half of it. I eat most meals at my PC using the time of chewing so that I can read between posts. Half the time my daughter or husband have to remind me to eat because I'll forget. I do it because I know what it feels like.

I post whatever I find that can make a difference in someone's life. I post reports when I find them because I figure the more it's reported, the more it's talked about, the sooner the stigma ends. They say "misery loves company" for a reason. No one wants to feel alone in any crisis. If they know there are others going through it, they take away some comfort. The other reason is that the more bloggers post about the reports coming out, paying attention to them, getting hits because of them, the reporters will be more inclined to do some more reporting on it.

Call in the show and ask questions. Learn from the years I've walked in the shoes and pick my brain. There is a lot even I still don't know, but if you come away from the show with hope, I will feel as if we've accomplished what we set out to do. Don't forget my book can be opened right here on the blog on the right side. It opens in Adobe and lets you in on 18 years of our life as PTSD went from mild to sending my husband over the edge and then into healing. We've been married since 1984. If he can live again after all the years he had no help at all, there is hope anyone can. He'll never be free of PTSD but he is living a life again thanks to some great doctors back at Bedford VA who wouldn't give up on him and some great ones down here in Florida. OK, I had something to do with it to, but I thank God everyday that He held my hand all the way through it.

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You will see the various shows on the left. Choose SVR Broadcast. That will take you to this link:

http://www.stardustent.com/svr.htm

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Honest and insightful..., March 11, 2008
By P. Turner - See all my reviews

Author J.L. Vallee writes from the heart. Even if you haven't been a victim of domestic abuse, I'm sure everyone will recognize the main character as someone they know. I've already bought a copy for women I know who may find comfort in recognizing the symptoms of post traumatic stress and discovering where they may be able to find help. Writing this book took insight, bravery, courage, and faith. I credit the author with successfully producing a work that should inspire those who might not have had the strength before to finally determine that enough is enough.



Courageous and touching, March 11, 2008
By R. Matthews "reader In Ma" (Leominster, Ma) - See all my reviews


Excellent read! An incredible story of a woman who has been through alot and conquered it all. She gives a new insight on Post Tramatic Stress and shows how it affects people in many ways. Women who have been through a terrible relationship would truly understand they are not alone in life. A very courageous and heartfelt story.



Faithbase DV groups, March 31, 2008
By Facilitator "Faithbase DV Groups" (Gardner, MA USA) - See all my reviews

This is a great example of how difficult a toxic relationship can be while experiencing PTSD. I would recommend to those who have a faithbase background to read. How shocking to know while the author is a church goer, she lived like this in her home. It takes tremendous strength and courage to stand strong, that Only God could give. Thank you for telling your story. For any man who is being called by God to help stop violence...this book is a must.


There are many joys in doing what I do. One of them is when people will send me books or links they want to share with me. I love going to the UPS box and see a surprise! Friday was one of those days. This book was in it. I had been writing back and forth with JL for a while as she was writing the book and wanting to learn more about PTSD. Even living with it, she knew there was a lot more to learn. I remembered the days of writing my own book and while it was healing to do it, it was also some very dark times to remember. JL tells of some of the darkest days of her life and does it bravely.

The reason why people do something like this is simple. They know there are so many other hurting people out there who need so much more than cold, clinical books or case studies written from someone who really couldn't care less about the people involved in the stories they tell, but works that offer hope. JL offers hope because she came shining through and shares her story so that others can believe that they too can overcome and survive. Not just survive but live a life again. JL also stands as an example that when you do come through you can reach back and help someone else make it too.

Over the years I've read a lot of personal accounts and this I highly recommend.