I'm so tired of being hereSuppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave'Cause your presence still lingers hereAnd it won't leave me aloneThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot eraseWhen you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fearsAnd I held your hand through all of these yearsBut you still haveAll of meYou used to captivate me by your resonating lightNow I'm bound by the life you left behindYour face – it haunts my once pleasant dreamsYour voice – it chased away all the sanity in meThese wounds won't seem to healThis pain is just too realThere's just too much that time cannot eraseI've tried so hard to tell myself that you're goneBut though you're still with meI've been alone all along...me, me, me.
Saturday, September 14, 2013
My Immortal for Families Left Behind After Suicide
If you are trying to get people to understand the pain you are going through, this haunting song can help when your own words can't explain it. If you are the one with PTSD, you should listen as well because if you think you are a burden to your family now, you'll leave them feeling like this. Stay and live long enough to heal so they can rejoice with you instead of grieve over your grave.